This morning Craig spoke on the apparent growth of
our community support system since the beginning of our journey
from a group of strangers, unsure of the people they were interacting
with, that shared brutal honesty with one another, yet lacked trust
to link the pain and conflict. Yesterday on the plantation it was apparent
through body language, whether it be a hug, a touch, a look, a smile,
or kind words, that we as a community have elevated our interactions
together to a level of trust, love, and sharing.
I am filled with hope. I didnt believe that Id
ever be part of a community in which everyone had had a healthy dose
of loneliness, in which everyone cared about their brothers and sisters,
each and every one. Now, I am a member of such a community and I have
hope.
Hope. I mean the kind that Tim talked about at Body
of Christ Deliverance Ministry, the kind that forces you to suspend
practical thoughts of turning a buck, the kind where you see an Eden
in your head and you work for it even though you know damn well that
youll never see it anywhere but in your head except every
once in a while when you see a flash of it, just for an instant, in
someones smallest action.
We witnessed our share of those instants on this trip.
We experienced it when Ms. Nash explained that people are never your
enemy. I could feel the energy in the room as she spoke of extending
love to even those who oppose you. Ms. Nash has a very clear vision
of her utopia and was such an enchanting speaker that I felt each of
us get caught in her imagery and join her in the clouds.
I felt that sense of paradise again and again during
the trip in the Valhalla decadence of Bellbottoms Club, in the
Edenic happiness of Body of Christ Deliverance Ministry, even in the
communal support at hellish Destrehan.
I feel hope because you simply can not go through this
experience without feeling a sense of empowerment. We saw, met, listened
to ordinary people who did extraordinary things, and in the process,
became extraordinary people. Both Ms. Nash and Mr. Salaam emphasized
the importance of transforming yourself before you try and save the
world. We saw over and over on this trip folks who have been willing
to leave behind the simple life of "going with the flow" and
stood up for a better world. Think of the evening at Highlander when
the folks there talked about why they went to Highlander. One after
the other said that they wanted to leave behind their old selves and
work to make a better world.
As we rode through the night, speeding toward Madison,
toward our homes, I heard our community voice the same things I heard
at Highlander. I heard us talk about how we want to actively participate
in shaping a better world. As I heard us talk, I once again caught a
glimpse of the paradise we all want to work for. Yeah, were all
just ordinary people, but we can do extraordinary things, especially
as a group.
When we got back to Madison, I was exhausted. I headed
home right away. I saw the light on in the bedroom next to mine at my
apartment but I didnt feel like talking with any of my roommates
so I just tip-toed past and went in my room and put Sam Cooke on my
headphones. By one oclock, I was already missing the community.
I was ecstatic when I heard the door buzzer and it was Smilin
Steve there to take me to Amys Café. Yoseph, Leah, Lexi,
Megan, Kate, Mia and a bunch of others were there and we took over the
joint. We played Otis, Sam Cooke, and Al Green until they kicked us
out. When "Lets Stay Together" was played, we all got
up, danced, and sang along with Al: "Lovin you whether /
whether times are good or bad / happy or sad / lets stay together."
Yeah, Lets stay together.